Sunday, 26 July 2020

RIWAITI SAMAAJ AUR AAM SE LOUG

kahi matam hey kerny ko... 
wo zara choti thi umar mei, lekin aqal o shaour me hoshiyaar thi, usme itni taqat thi k ghlat ko ghlat samjh b skti ti or kah b skti thi, isi wajha se uski kam logo se banti thi, per iska malal nahi tha, esii bheer se bhter tanhai hey , jahan insan apni islah ker saky banisbat barbad kerny ko khudko.

uski ammi zara sakht tbiat ki malik thi,  jis ghr me ankh kholi thi wahn betiyu k liye alag rule thy, or beto k liye alag jese k sary samaj mei hey,, 
BETIYA JESE QOROUN K DAAM THI..

her qurbani or ehsas ki zimedaar beti ko hi banaya jata hy ab chahy wo apni ho ya kisi ki lekrr ae ho,
mtlb beton ko kio nahi bataya jata k tumy b seekhna hy, tum halki awaz se bat karogy tou mardangni khtam nahi hogi , tum zara jhuk jaogy tou log namard nahi kahegy,

wo sirf yeh sochti thi k jab paal nahi skty tou bheer lagany ki kia zarorat hey, chand lamho k mazey k liye , oulad laker rulao nahi,
bara tou her koi hojata hy, road p phirny wala yateem b,, lekin agr 30 logo k bech me rhaty hue b usko wahi feel ho jese road p bary hony waly ko hua , tou yeh lamha sochney ka hey...

uski bhabi bohat hi khoobsurat shakal ki hamil thi.. gori rangat, lambey baal, khush shakal...
adatan b achi thi... hans k milti thi, thatta marr k hanstii thi jo unki saas yani meri ammi ko katai pasand nahi tha...

thatta mar k hansny p aksar hum bhny b zalil hojaty thy.. phir abi to rishta SAAS BAHU ka tha.

shadi ko kuch din hi guzry thy.. zara laparwah c thi uski bhabi.. mtlb khana khliya to bartan nahi uthae... kitchen phela hey to esai chor dia , riwaiti or samaji alfaz mei  esi ourat ko phoohar or bedhangii kaha jata hey,

 even k unka apna room intahi tour se phela rahta tha, 
bhai sahab zara laubali si tbiat k thy, wo begum ki gori rangat me khoo gae thy, 
wese b akele rahty thy to gandagi ka yeh alam tha k pent utarty tou jab usme chirya k bachy hojaty thy wo tab apni jagah se hilti thi,,,

isiliye hum sara kasoor bhabi ko dene k haq me nahi,,

khair maa humari aik riwati saas jesi thi.. unka dill itna bara nahi tha k bahu ko seekha deti na bahu esi thi k achi sas ko dekh k seekhny ki chah kareti,

bhabi ki ammi ne apny susral walo se tang hoker , alag hony se phy sari umar aik kamry me darwaza band kerk k guzar di thi,,,

 oulaad jo dekhti hey wo seekhti hey, phir chahy ALLAH kuch b dedey , agr usne acha nahi dekha tou wo acha karegi b nahi, bhabi shiba b kuch esi hi thi,

mtlb ghr ka mohol kafi jhushgawar hua kerta tha phir b unhy kamra band kerk rahny ki adat thi,...
itna achi tarah azadana rakhny k bawajood b hum hi sbse baten sun rahy hoty thy k esa kia kerty ho bhabiya milti tak nahi,

 6 mahiny hue thy k saas sahiba ki bardasht khtam hui or unhony kitchen na sametny p khari khari suna di, nateeja yeh nikla k bhabi sahiba kaam sekhny k bajae rooth k mekky chali gai..

 bhai sahab p us wqt pese ki zara garmi thi, kisi achy ohdey p faiz thy, bhari tankhua lety thy, to smjhy bv b dosri ajaegi, 
per 2din mei unhey gori ragat ne khencha ,
 begum ko call ki tou pata chala k alag kitchen chahti hen, humri amma ne jhat kaha tum alag hoskty ho,unhey filhal koi etraz nahi tha, wo chahti thi bahu begum apny shohar ko samjhy uski zimdari uthae,,,

ab thi tou wo saas hi,,, hazam b nahi horaha tha. kitchen alag hua to tbiat b bechein rahny lagi k kia kerti hen nechy alag thalag . lehaza apna kamra nechy waly portion me banaliya .

ab bhabi ko tension k yeh to her wqt hi nechy rahti hen,
mahol din ba din sakht hota jaraha tha, 

dewar b kuch sath rahty thy jo nai naveli bhabi k any p khush thy jo k walidah ko pasand nahi tha
bhai chaly jaty thy to dewar bhabi k kamry me, or chae ki piyali k sath khush gapiya chalti thi, saas sahiba se bardahst nahi hora tha k yeh beta q nechy rahta hy itni dosti q horahi hey,

apny chand se bety ko samjhany k bajae unhony riwaiti saaso ki trah bahu p laan taan shuru kerdi jese amoman hota hy, sasey kerti hey

mjhy meri amma bari mukhtalif lagti thi in mamlaat mei.
lekin wo to bht aam se mizaj ki nikli bilkul riwaiti c, itni hi aam k bhool gai k bohtan wapis lout k b ata hy,
aik KHUDA uper hey jo hisab lelega ,unki betiyu se unk kiye ka,
ALLAH TALLAH  jab khush hota  tou betiya deta hey, lekin kabi kabi wo intekaam k liye b dedeta hey,

wese to wo tahujjud guxar  ourat thi, kitny ghr unk dye hue peso se chalty thy,

lekn yah toALLAH or unka mamla tha 
agr wo kisi ki kirdar kashi kerrhi hen tou kia yh tahujud unhy bacha paegi jb tak k wo shakhs na chahy jiski kirdaar kashi hui.
 
bolny se phly amma ne yeh nai socha k ghr me bhar bhar k betiya hen, nawasi or poti ki surat me b.
wqt guzarta raha ,
 Allah ki lathi be awaz hey, thi or hamesha rahegi,
 yeh bt amma humari bhool gai thi,
k aheen qabar sath jati hey...
to b continued®
by anumfatima® 







Saturday, 27 June 2020

INTZAAR OR KHALII RAAT...

khush rahny ka haq sbko hy,
 sbko khush rahy ka haq hey....
lekin isk bad kese khushi hosakti hey 
jab apko pata hey k apny kisi ko rulaya hey 

kese app hans skty hen,, 
dill kese man jata hey
me heran hojati hun

mene use kuch 4 mahiny bad dekha ,
meri ankh me q ansu agae phr,
kese khushiyaa manali usne...

Wo yad ker rahi thi
Garii me usk baraber wali seeth p bethy hue
Ankho me muhabbat bhar k use ghorty hue
Wo mustaqil uski darhi ko choo rahi thi

Wo kbi use dekhta kbi samny dekhta 
Phir therhi nazar se use dekhta 
Phir samny dekhta 
Wo use batarahi thi
Yh jo duniya itni haseen lagti hy
Yeh tumari wajhase lagti hy
K tum sath ho
Uska hath pakarty hue 
Uski ungliya jakarty hue 
Wo use bata rahi thi
Yeh hath use hamesha itni muhabbat se thamna hy
Tum yeh haq kabi kisi ko nahi dena
Tum mere rahna 

Mera zara gussa kharab hy 
Lekin suno tum mere muhabbat ki thandi aas ho
Mere garam gussey ko kbi havi na kerna 
Mjhy chor k nh jana 
Tum us wqt bat nh kerna jb tumy gussa ae mere gusay p
Me tumy mana lugi
Bs tum smjh lena k
Yeh wqti hey
Per meri muhabbat nahi..

Wo use dekh k bolta her giz nh
Ab jo ho tum ho
Bs ab nh sochna kisi k bary me

Is bat p usne uskaa hath utha k apny gaal se lagaya tha 
Gal se laga k wo use bolta dekh rahi thi
Wqt ruk jae 
Me tumy sunti jao..

Isp wo kuch hichkhicha gaya tha
Yeh uski muhabbat ki kesi buradbari thi , use khud nhi pata tha..
Uska lams mehsos kerty hue wo use batany lagi
Sukoon milta hy tumse yeh sun k...
Me khul k hans pati hu
Me banawati hansna nh chahti 
Me dil se hansa chahti hu
Or yeh tb hi hota hy
Jb me yeh mehsoos ker saku 
K tum sath ho..

Me tumary sath rahuga
Ab hum sath rahegy
Usk hath k uper hath se thapthapaty hue 
Usne yeh yaqeen dilaya tha

Phir kia hoty hen alfaz k elawa 
Jisp ap kah saky k wo mera nahi hy

Amal , 
Usk kisi amal se kabi yeh mehsoos nahi hua k 
Wo baten hi hen
Han wo narazgi aksar taveel keedeta tha 
Lekin 
Mjhy tou yeh uski muhabbat ki ada lagti thi...

Ansu q ajaty hen hamesha 
esi bat yad q ajati hy k dil dukhi hojae

Bs yeh sochna k wo kisi or k sath hans raha hy
Under tak jala k rakh deta hy

Bs wo chahti thi 
Zindagi ki talash ab yahan tamam hojae
Yeh shakhs uski her khuwahish ka akhri safha ho

ELAHII...

talash to ab shuru hui thi 
Usk jany k bad 
Usny kisi shakhs me usko nh dhonda
Qk wo kisi me ho hi nh skta tha

Wo us raat ki talash me thi 
Jis rat phon bajy or wo boley
Tumary bagahir or nahi raha jata
💔💔💔
 Suno hath tham lo
Me tanha hogaya hun
Suno mjhy akela nahi karo..

Aksar raten isi soch me guzar jati thi ... 
To be continued....
By Anumfatima 





Tuesday, 9 June 2020

MAZAJI KHUDA...

Jabse hosh sambhala tha,
Ma baap k bad aik hi rishty ko moatbar janna tha,
Wo tha shohar or bivi ka rishta ,

Duniya jab bani thi,
Tb b sbse phly miya bivi ka hi rishta tha jo wajood me aya tha,
Usk bad baqi rishty bany thy,

Mujhy bohat khoobsurat lagta hey yeh rishta,
Shohar hona kisi b mard k liye kitny zaarf ki bat hy iska andaza aik ba zarf insaan hi laga skta hy,

Allah k bad kisi ko sajda kerny ka hukum dia jata to wo shohar ko dia jata,
Subhan Allah, ❤

 ""Majazi khuda"" 
Is naam ae unsiyat hy mjhy,
Bht lagao hey,
Gehra tal'luq hy,
Me mehsoos kerti hun is naam ki gehrai ko,
bohat haseen lagta hy,
bara hi PAAK lagta hey,

shohar ko chaye k is rutbey ko pany k bad zara shana choura kerk chaley
K log use dekh k kahey yeh rutby wala lagta hey, 

Kia bara rutba srf offices me mil skta hy... 
Zindagi me b rutbey hen or bohat buland  rutby hen, 
yeh insan hey k wo kis rutbey p aker apna zarf ganwata hy...

phir jesa app guman karen 
wesa hi apko mil jata hy

achaw to achaw
or 
bura to bura

me isk haq me nahi k ourat hun to sabar kerk ziadtti bardasht karu
me is haq me hun k use batao ,
 wo is haqq p hy k mre sath husun e sulook kerk khud ko mo'atber  bana skta hey...

yeh tou ALLAH ka banaya hua rishta hey
PAAK OR AFZAL honey k elawa kuch nhi ho skta...

 shohar to sir ka taaj hota hey...
 
mera bas chaley to 
ankhon p bitha k rakhu...

roz matha choom k kahu muqadas hen app mere liye...
mo'atbar hen...
puri raat, sar din muskura k dekhty hue guzaar du, 
k
allah ne inhey mra shohar chuna hey....


mene suna k 

""""MIYAAN BIVI AIK DOSREY KA LIBAAS HOTY HEN"""""

mene tabse apny libaas ki hifazat ki,
us ezat ki jo mjhy apny shohar ko deni thi,
mera dil chahta hey , 
mei nazrey jhuka lu jab mere shohar ka zikar araha ho,
Or muskura do k zindagi k sbse haseen rishty ki bat horahi hey,

me tasawur kerti hun k unka chahra mere dono hathon me hey,
or me unhy unk anmol hone ka bata rahi hun qk wo aik shohar hey,
""'qk wo mera shohar hey,"""

unki ankhon me dekhun or kahu k is rutby ki jitni gehrai hey... 
utna hi ehtram apk liye gehraa hey...
utni ezat apk liye hey....

khushnaseeb hoty hen wo jinhey ALLAH shohar jesa rutba deta hey,,,
her chex her bandy k liye nahi hoti..
shohar banna asan nahi
yeh utna hi mushkil hey jitna lafx '' mushkil ' , mushkil hey
lekin yh khoobsurat hey
ager mehsoos kiya jae 

tou kia yeh jazbaa yunhi qaim rahega...
ya dono taraf se hath uthega to tali bajegi....

han
esai hoga ,,,
mere sir k taaj wo hoga tou...
Mjhy b unki ankhon ki ronaq banna hey...

me jo unhey dekh k muskurao tou, unhey b mjhy dekh k musarrat hona hy
wo mere liye moatber hen tou mjhy b unka ehtraam hona hey...

miyaan bivi aik dosry ka ghuroor hoty hen
aik dosry ka maan hoty hen, wo maan jo hamesha qaim rhna chye...

meri chahat hey , fajar ki namaz k lye mera shohar mjhy uthae...
QUR'AN mre sath parhy or mjhy sunae...

khana ka pehla niwala , unk hath se khaon tou , baqi ka sara me unhy khilaon

meri beti ko hoor kahey or janey b...
uski taribiyat me mere sath baraber ka shareek ho...


me hamesha ALLAH se apny liye achy log mangti hun....
aqal o shour waly,
jinka dill bara ho...
jo ourat ko bojh na smjhty ho

jo zindagi ka sukoon dene ki salahiyat rakhty ho,
baqi dill ka sukoon tou ALLAH k pass hey,


or beshak ALLAH behtreen se nawazny wala hey..
by anumfatima®
 


 

















Tuesday, 2 June 2020

TERI YAAD

Raat k 1 bajy ya din k
Uski yadoo ko tameex hi nahi k ese nh aty....

Jitnii tez dhoop ki tapish hey , utna hi uski kami jala deti hey
Jitni raat gehri hey, utna hi uska khayaal gehrai me utaar deta hey.,

Sirf itna sochna k wo akela hoga ya udass hoga mere baghair, mjhy bohat dukhi kerdeta hey
Sirf yeh khayal ajae k wo mere bin adhoora hy, ankhon me nami le ata hy...

Ziada ehsas kerna b insan ko jahan under se mazboot kerta  hy wahi se khookla b kerdeta hy...

Aj dill itna udass hey itna udas HEY ... 
Yeh khayal k usk baghair rahna hey
Pata nh kitni taweel hy zindagi 
Usk baghair kese guzregii
... 
Dehan hatany k liye mene mobile khola to samny kisi couple me gehra pyar dekh k hansty dekha 
Or phir jese dukh taza hogaya
Mjhy yaad aya k humny b couple banna tha 
Mene uska hath choom k apny hath p rakha tha
Kaha tha usse, suno tum duniya ho meri

Yeh mehaz alfaz nh hey
Mere jazbat hey
Tum mjh me basty  ho, bs mere sath rahna

Alfaz ka kheel smjha wo
Usne gehrai hi mehsoos na ki

Kese alag kerdia khudko mjhse
Mjhy kese kisi or ka hony k liye chor dia
Uska dil q nh kanpa
Uski ankh num q nahi hui
Q nahi socha k zindagi me tabahi b askti hy
Khamosh tabahi
Jo khatam kerdegi 
Aik insan k jazabt
Ehsaasaat
Uski ana 
Khuddari
Khudmukhtari


Kia rahega phir
Khali jism
Khali hansi
Jhooty kahkahen
Khookli ankhen

Yahi sochty sochaty uski ankh lag gai,
JANAA! Is nam se chonk k uthi
Idhar udhar dekha 
Oh tou yeh khuwab tha
Khuwab me aya tha
Kia bat kerna chahta hy
Kia wo thek hoga
Allah na kare pareshan na ho
Isi azmaish me phon uthaya 
Bat kerlu
Kah du k jaan basti hy tummy
Zindagi ho tum
Jan e dill ho
Duniya ho meri
Pyar ho mera
Suno! Tum mere ho
Me bohat MUhabbAt krti hun tumse 
Duniya ki chezen lelo mjjse
Mjhy tum dedo

Kia kah du yeh
Agr usne yeh kah dia k ab tum meri nahi ho
Suno! Me or nahi ker skta baat
Ab mei majboor hun

Haye 💔 
Me to marjaogi 
Me marjaogi....
By Anumfatima®












Sunday, 31 May 2020

HAYA jo sambhaal rakhni thi,

wo dikha raha tha duniya ki asaishey use lubhany k liye,
wo tol rahi thi use ezat k tarazoo mei,
use dekh k use, mehsoos ker rahi thi khushiyaan zamany ki,
wo dabi hansi me soch raha tha usk phool nochny ko ashyaney se,,,
use dekh k hichkacha gai
qadam rasty se jo palat gae ,

barii c chadar me liptii, khudo sambhalti wo idher udher dekh rahi thi..
ezat dhond rahi thi ,
lekin wo to idher udhr nahi milti

kisi shakhs mei nahi hoti ,
yah kamani parti hey,

wo jo kah raha tha tum lakhoon mei haseen ho,
wo yeh mehsoos b tou karwa skta thaa,

use dekh k usne jo chadar ko mazeed phelya tha
apni nazrey jhuka ko khudko HAYADAAR bataya tha,

smjhtii thi nazar me bhari whehshat uskii
usk chahry ki phitkaar jo tezzi se barh rai thi,
khamosh thi k muqabley k liye awaaz uthae ya lfaz...

agy barhti jarahi thi, yahi soch k achey log  moujood hen
lekin kahan yeh dhondna tha

wo use kah raha tha mjhyy tumari haya pasand hey,
 phir q use muahbbat k nam p be haya kerna chahat tha

wo q chahta tha
k jis haya ki wajase usne uska intekhab kiya hey
wo usk pass any k bad khtam hojae

yeh kesi napaak muhabbat thi
ya hawis thi
jise wo muhabbat kah k behlaa raha tha

ba haya or bey haya ki is jang me , use jeetna tha 
phir chahy yeh rishta khatam hojae 

Wo chahti thi wo uski rooh ka lalach karey, usk khuloos ka lalach karey, uski muhabbat ka lalach karey, 
Haye yeh kamzarf log
Tou usk jism k bhooky hen, uski asaisho k bhooky hen...

raat bhar jaag k subha FAJAR ki namaz k bad jab QUR'AN parha 
tou khudki  islah or akhri faisla kerny  me asani hui k 

"""PAAK OURTEN PAAK MARDO K LIYE HEN
OR PAAK MARD PAAK OURToN K LIYE"""...


sukoon se usne yeh benaam sa rishta khatam kiya tha,,
kahi dard se kuch ansu giry thy, 
yeh soch k ,
yeh haya ki chadar jo usne usk liye sambhali hui thi ,
 wo b tou uska rakhwala ban skta tha...

lekin Allah ne kahi aik rakhwala smbhaal rakha tha 
jo use girty me sambhalny wala tha
uska hath thammny wala tha
uski chadar banny wala tha....
aik taweel intzar tha
lekin phir behtren milny wala tha...
by anumfatima®







Friday, 29 May 2020

MUHABBAT OR MEHBOOB







Daaeen hath p usne MUHABBAT rakhi thi
K seedhi dill se jaa lagey...
Baaeen hath me MEHBOOB rakha tha k muhabbat se jaa Miley 

Beach me , mei thi
Jo dono ko HUM PALLA ker rahi thi......

Sunday, 24 May 2020

TEHWAAR ARAHY HEN..

TEHWAAR ARAHY HEN, AAE HI JARAHY HEN
aik tum hi ho jo nahi arahy ho..

sunoo! mera dill ujaar hey
mujhy tum yad aty ho
me tumy dekhna chahti hun,

tumari baten mjhey meri khushiyaan yaad dilati hey
me khush rahna chahti hun,

janna!  is nam se ulfat hey mjhy,
tumary bad yeh mene kisi ko nahi bola

me phir se yeh kahna chahti hun,
me tumy chohna chati hu

wo lams tumari ungliyu ka
mjy bechain rakhta hey
me apni ungliyan ,tumari ungliyu se uljhana chahti hun
me tumy dekhna chahti hun,
by anumfatima®