INTZAAR OR KHALII RAAT...

khush rahny ka haq sbko hy,

 sbko khush rahy ka haq hey....

lekin isk bad kese khushi hosakti hey 

jab apko pata hey k apny kisi ko rulaya hey 

kese app hans skty hen,, 

dill kese man jata hey

me heran hojati hun

mene use kuch 4 mahiny bad dekha ,

meri ankh me q ansu agae phr,

kese khushiyaa manali usne...

Wo yad ker rahi thi

Garii me usk baraber wali seeth p bethy hue

Ankho me muhabbat bhar k use ghorty hue

Wo mustaqil uski darhi ko choo rahi thi

Wo kbi use dekhta kbi samny dekhta 

Phir therhi nazar se use dekhta 

Phir samny dekhta 

Wo use batarahi thi

Yh jo duniya itni haseen lagti hy

Yeh tumari wajhase lagti hy

K tum sath ho

Uska hath pakarty hue 

Uski ungliya jakarty hue 

Wo use bata rahi thi

Yeh hath use hamesha itni muhabbat se thamna hy

Tum yeh haq kabi kisi ko nahi dena

Tum mere rahna 

Mera zara gussa kharab hy 

Lekin suno tum mere muhabbat ki thandi aas ho

Mere garam gussey ko kbi havi na kerna 

Mjhy chor k nh jana 

Tum us wqt bat nh kerna jb tumy gussa ae mere gusay p

Me tumy mana lugi

Bs tum smjh lena k

Yeh wqti hey

Per meri muhabbat nahi..

Wo use dekh k bolta her giz nh

Ab jo ho tum ho

Bs ab nh sochna kisi k bary me

Is bat p usne uskaa hath utha k apny gaal se lagaya tha 

Gal se laga k wo use bolta dekh rahi thi

Wqt ruk jae 

Me tumy sunti jao..

Isp wo kuch hichkhicha gaya tha

Yeh uski muhabbat ki kesi buradbari thi , use khud nhi pata tha..

Uska lams mehsos kerty hue wo use batany lagi

Sukoon milta hy tumse yeh sun k...

Me khul k hans pati hu

Me banawati hansna nh chahti 

Me dil se hansa chahti hu

Or yeh tb hi hota hy

Jb me yeh mehsoos ker saku 

K tum sath ho..

Me tumary sath rahuga

Ab hum sath rahegy

Usk hath k uper hath se thapthapaty hue 

Usne yeh yaqeen dilaya tha

Phir kia hoty hen alfaz k elawa 

Jisp ap kah saky k wo mera nahi hy

Amal , 

Usk kisi amal se kabi yeh mehsoos nahi hua k 

Wo baten hi hen

Han wo narazgi aksar taveel keedeta tha 

Lekin 

Mjhy tou yeh uski muhabbat ki ada lagti thi...

Ansu q ajaty hen hamesha 

esi bat yad q ajati hy k dil dukhi hojae

Bs yeh sochna k wo kisi or k sath hans raha hy

Under tak jala k rakh deta hy

Bs wo chahti thi 

Zindagi ki talash ab yahan tamam hojae

Yeh shakhs uski her khuwahish ka akhri safha ho

ELAHII...

talash to ab shuru hui thi 

Usk jany k bad 

Usny kisi shakhs me usko nh dhonda

Qk wo kisi me ho hi nh skta tha

Wo us raat ki talash me thi 

Jis rat phon bajy or wo boley

Tumary bagahir or nahi raha jata

💔💔💔

 Suno hath tham lo

Me tanha hogaya hun

Suno mjhy akela nahi karo..

Aksar raten isi soch me guzar jati thi ... 

To be continued....

By Anumfatima