INTZAAR OR KHALII RAAT...

khush rahny ka haq sbko hy,

 sbko khush rahy ka haq hey....

lekin isk bad kese khushi hosakti hey 

jab apko pata hey k apny kisi ko rulaya hey 

kese app hans skty hen,, 

dill kese man jata hey

me heran hojati hun

mene use kuch 4 mahiny bad dekha ,

meri ankh me q ansu agae phr,

kese khushiyaa manali usne...

Wo yad ker rahi thi

Garii me usk baraber wali seeth p bethy hue

Ankho me muhabbat bhar k use ghorty hue

Wo mustaqil uski darhi ko choo rahi thi

Wo kbi use dekhta kbi samny dekhta 

Phir therhi nazar se use dekhta 

Phir samny dekhta 

Wo use batarahi thi

Yh jo duniya itni haseen lagti hy

Yeh tumari wajhase lagti hy

K tum sath ho

Uska hath pakarty hue 

Uski ungliya jakarty hue 

Wo use bata rahi thi

Yeh hath use hamesha itni muhabbat se thamna hy

Tum yeh haq kabi kisi ko nahi dena

Tum mere rahna 

Mera zara gussa kharab hy 

Lekin suno tum mere muhabbat ki thandi aas ho

Mere garam gussey ko kbi havi na kerna 

Mjhy chor k nh jana 

Tum us wqt bat nh kerna jb tumy gussa ae mere gusay p

Me tumy mana lugi

Bs tum smjh lena k

Yeh wqti hey

Per meri muhabbat nahi..

Wo use dekh k bolta her giz nh

Ab jo ho tum ho

Bs ab nh sochna kisi k bary me

Is bat p usne uskaa hath utha k apny gaal se lagaya tha 

Gal se laga k wo use bolta dekh rahi thi

Wqt ruk jae 

Me tumy sunti jao..

Isp wo kuch hichkhicha gaya tha

Yeh uski muhabbat ki kesi buradbari thi , use khud nhi pata tha..

Uska lams mehsos kerty hue wo use batany lagi

Sukoon milta hy tumse yeh sun k...

Me khul k hans pati hu

Me banawati hansna nh chahti 

Me dil se hansa chahti hu

Or yeh tb hi hota hy

Jb me yeh mehsoos ker saku 

K tum sath ho..

Me tumary sath rahuga

Ab hum sath rahegy

Usk hath k uper hath se thapthapaty hue 

Usne yeh yaqeen dilaya tha

Phir kia hoty hen alfaz k elawa 

Jisp ap kah saky k wo mera nahi hy

Amal , 

Usk kisi amal se kabi yeh mehsoos nahi hua k 

Wo baten hi hen

Han wo narazgi aksar taveel keedeta tha 

Lekin 

Mjhy tou yeh uski muhabbat ki ada lagti thi...

Ansu q ajaty hen hamesha 

esi bat yad q ajati hy k dil dukhi hojae

Bs yeh sochna k wo kisi or k sath hans raha hy

Under tak jala k rakh deta hy

Bs wo chahti thi 

Zindagi ki talash ab yahan tamam hojae

Yeh shakhs uski her khuwahish ka akhri safha ho

ELAHII...

talash to ab shuru hui thi 

Usk jany k bad 

Usny kisi shakhs me usko nh dhonda

Qk wo kisi me ho hi nh skta tha

Wo us raat ki talash me thi 

Jis rat phon bajy or wo boley

Tumary bagahir or nahi raha jata

💔💔💔

 Suno hath tham lo

Me tanha hogaya hun

Suno mjhy akela nahi karo..

Aksar raten isi soch me guzar jati thi ... 

To be continued....

By Anumfatima 

MAZAJI KHUDA...

Jabse hosh sambhala tha,

Ma baap k bad aik hi rishty ko moatbar janna tha,

Wo tha shohar or bivi ka rishta ,

Duniya jab bani thi,

Tb b sbse phly miya bivi ka hi rishta tha jo wajood me aya tha,

Usk bad baqi rishty bany thy,

Mujhy bohat khoobsurat lagta hey yeh rishta,

Shohar hona kisi b mard k liye kitny zaarf ki bat hy iska andaza aik ba zarf insaan hi laga skta hy,

Allah k bad kisi ko sajda kerny ka hukum dia jata to wo shohar ko dia jata,

Subhan Allah, ❤

 ""Majazi khuda"" 

Is naam ae unsiyat hy mjhy,

Bht lagao hey,

Gehra tal'luq hy,

Me mehsoos kerti hun is naam ki gehrai ko,

bohat haseen lagta hy,

bara hi PAAK lagta hey,

shohar ko chaye k is rutbey ko pany k bad zara shana choura kerk chaley

K log use dekh k kahey yeh rutby wala lagta hey, 

Kia bara rutba srf offices me mil skta hy... 

Zindagi me b rutbey hen or bohat buland  rutby hen, 

yeh insan hey k wo kis rutbey p aker apna zarf ganwata hy...

phir jesa app guman karen 

wesa hi apko mil jata hy

achaw to achaw

or 

bura to bura

me isk haq me nahi k ourat hun to sabar kerk ziadtti bardasht karu

me is haq me hun k use batao ,

 wo is haqq p hy k mre sath husun e sulook kerk khud ko mo'atber  bana skta hey...

yeh tou ALLAH ka banaya hua rishta hey

PAAK OR AFZAL honey k elawa kuch nhi ho skta...

 shohar to sir ka taaj hota hey...

 

mera bas chaley to 

ankhon p bitha k rakhu...

roz matha choom k kahu muqadas hen app mere liye...

mo'atbar hen...

puri raat, sar din muskura k dekhty hue guzaar du, 

k

allah ne inhey mra shohar chuna hey....

mene suna k 

""""MIYAAN BIVI AIK DOSREY KA LIBAAS HOTY HEN"""""

mene tabse apny libaas ki hifazat ki,

us ezat ki jo mjhy apny shohar ko deni thi,

mera dil chahta hey , 

mei nazrey jhuka lu jab mere shohar ka zikar araha ho,

Or muskura do k zindagi k sbse haseen rishty ki bat horahi hey,

me tasawur kerti hun k unka chahra mere dono hathon me hey,

or me unhy unk anmol hone ka bata rahi hun qk wo aik shohar hey,

""'qk wo mera shohar hey,"""

unki ankhon me dekhun or kahu k is rutby ki jitni gehrai hey... 

utna hi ehtram apk liye gehraa hey...

utni ezat apk liye hey....

khushnaseeb hoty hen wo jinhey ALLAH shohar jesa rutba deta hey,,,

her chex her bandy k liye nahi hoti..

shohar banna asan nahi

yeh utna hi mushkil hey jitna lafx '' mushkil ' , mushkil hey

lekin yh khoobsurat hey

ager mehsoos kiya jae 

tou kia yeh jazbaa yunhi qaim rahega...

ya dono taraf se hath uthega to tali bajegi....

han

esai hoga ,,,

mere sir k taaj wo hoga tou...

Mjhy b unki ankhon ki ronaq banna hey...

me jo unhey dekh k muskurao tou, unhey b mjhy dekh k musarrat hona hy

wo mere liye moatber hen tou mjhy b unka ehtraam hona hey...

miyaan bivi aik dosry ka ghuroor hoty hen

aik dosry ka maan hoty hen, wo maan jo hamesha qaim rhna chye...

meri chahat hey , fajar ki namaz k lye mera shohar mjhy uthae...

QUR'AN mre sath parhy or mjhy sunae...

khana ka pehla niwala , unk hath se khaon tou , baqi ka sara me unhy khilaon

meri beti ko hoor kahey or janey b...

uski taribiyat me mere sath baraber ka shareek ho...

me hamesha ALLAH se apny liye achy log mangti hun....

aqal o shour waly,

jinka dill bara ho...

jo ourat ko bojh na smjhty ho

jo zindagi ka sukoon dene ki salahiyat rakhty ho,

baqi dill ka sukoon tou ALLAH k pass hey,

or beshak ALLAH behtreen se nawazny wala hey..

by anumfatima®

 

 

TERI YAAD

Raat k 1 bajy ya din k

Uski yadoo ko tameex hi nahi k ese nh aty....

Jitnii tez dhoop ki tapish hey , utna hi uski kami jala deti hey

Jitni raat gehri hey, utna hi uska khayaal gehrai me utaar deta hey.,

Sirf itna sochna k wo akela hoga ya udass hoga mere baghair, mjhy bohat dukhi kerdeta hey

Sirf yeh khayal ajae k wo mere bin adhoora hy, ankhon me nami le ata hy...

Ziada ehsas kerna b insan ko jahan under se mazboot kerta  hy wahi se khookla b kerdeta hy...

Aj dill itna udass hey itna udas HEY ... 

Yeh khayal k usk baghair rahna hey

Pata nh kitni taweel hy zindagi 

Usk baghair kese guzregii

... 

Dehan hatany k liye mene mobile khola to samny kisi couple me gehra pyar dekh k hansty dekha 

Or phir jese dukh taza hogaya

Mjhy yaad aya k humny b couple banna tha 

Mene uska hath choom k apny hath p rakha tha

Kaha tha usse, suno tum duniya ho meri

Yeh mehaz alfaz nh hey

Mere jazbat hey

Tum mjh me basty  ho, bs mere sath rahna

Alfaz ka kheel smjha wo

Usne gehrai hi mehsoos na ki

Kese alag kerdia khudko mjhse

Mjhy kese kisi or ka hony k liye chor dia

Uska dil q nh kanpa

Uski ankh num q nahi hui

Q nahi socha k zindagi me tabahi b askti hy

Khamosh tabahi

Jo khatam kerdegi 

Aik insan k jazabt

Ehsaasaat

Uski ana 

Khuddari

Khudmukhtari

Kia rahega phir

Khali jism

Khali hansi

Jhooty kahkahen

Khookli ankhen

Yahi sochty sochaty uski ankh lag gai,

JANAA! Is nam se chonk k uthi

Idhar udhar dekha 

Oh tou yeh khuwab tha

Khuwab me aya tha

Kia bat kerna chahta hy

Kia wo thek hoga

Allah na kare pareshan na ho

Isi azmaish me phon uthaya 

Bat kerlu

Kah du k jaan basti hy tummy

Zindagi ho tum

Jan e dill ho

Duniya ho meri

Pyar ho mera

Suno! Tum mere ho

Me bohat MUhabbAt krti hun tumse 

Duniya ki chezen lelo mjjse

Mjhy tum dedo

Kia kah du yeh

Agr usne yeh kah dia k ab tum meri nahi ho

Suno! Me or nahi ker skta baat

Ab mei majboor hun

Haye 💔 

Me to marjaogi 

Me marjaogi....

By Anumfatima®