Kali ghani darhi me, uska chahra roshani ki tarah chamak raha tha, asman p dekha to kaley badlo me chand jagmag ker raha tha,
Usne aik chand asman p dekha tha, aik apny samny dekha tha...
Kabi socha nh tha jisey chand kaha hey wo roshni nh dega bulk roshni mand kerdega dega..
Chand ko jab jab dekha . Tanha raat ki tareeqi me ghira hua.. apny purkashish hony ki gawahi deta tha, usk uper nishan yeh bataty thy k logo k raaz usme dafan hey or wo tab b roshan hey..
Meri khuwahish hey k me jisse shadi karu meri bv k baraber mjhe sona dia jae ya phir naqdi raqam, is alfaz k bad wo zor se hansa tha, lekin wo tou pathar ki hogai thi, use yeh sochty hue bohat sharmindagii horai thi k usne yeh kesa intakhab kiya.
kIA USKI EZAT KER SAKEGA YA peso me tooley ga.... nikah k nam p gumrah to nhi karega,,, hazaro sawalo ne janam liya tha..
kia uska shohar ban skta hey. jisk usney khuwabb dekhy thy.. kia wo is ki ata'at ker skti hey...
lekin wo esa nahi hey yahi bat use her bat ko na manny p majboor ker deti thi...
Yeh kis kisam ki bat thi ,
uski zor dar kahkahu se wo hawas mei aii, hansty hue usne kaha k mazaq hey, lekin yeh maq nhi tha, yeh aik sachai thi, jo kah di gai thi...
pehli bar jab wo chor k palta tha, usk dill ko dharka laga tha , yeh dubara b jaega, insani fitrat hy
ghomney k rastey dekh ley tou bs ghoomna chahti hey, dil se majbor usp aetbaar na kerti tou kia kerti, bichrii muhabbat 2 din ki parwan k bad jhaag ki tarah beth jani thi,
yeh waswaey esai nahi thy, wo chahti thi yeh shakhs jise wo chand kah rahi hey, uska maan rakhley...
jahan usne apna sukoon or muahabbat lutai he wahan se besukooni na miley...
lekin insani fitrat hey jahan se ezat milti hey , smjhti hey k wo is ezat ki haqdaar hey, halank use is bat k liye agley ka mashkoor hona chye k use ezat bakhshi gai Allah ki taraf se,,,
kisi k liye rona barii bat nahi hey , dill dukhta hey tou ansu nikal hi aty hen, asal bat hey jab us ansu ko samjhny wala b ho...
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use lag raha tha k wo samjhta hey use, koi apki bat sun k apka mazaq urana shuru kerden ya hsnany lag jae , kia ese log kabi samjh skty hen...
jise chand kaha ho usk samny b koi bat khty hue sochna pary to phir soch hi lena chye...
lekin wo is samjh se qasir hti.. wo chahti thi k usne jisey chand kaha hey, uski chamak wahi baney, uski zaat usi se chamkey...
LEKIN
RAB E TALLAH apko jab behtreen se nawazna chahta hey tou bhter leleta hey....
To be continued....
BY ANUMFATIMA®
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